I tried. I didn’t get it. What did I do wrong? You can’t fault me if I tried and it didn’t work. Don’t tell me 30 plus years wasn’t enough.
I doubt you
did anything wrong. The trouble may lie in expectations. What did you, as a Christian, expect to happen?
Why doesn’t god just reveal himself to all of us when we are kids? Give us all a chance like he did you
Jesus once commented, "Blessed are those who believe without seeing." In other words, be careful what you wish for, and be thankful for not seeing.
Sealybobo, I consider you one of the best atheists posting in this forum. I understand the desire to know, to have God reveal Himself. Consider...what is it like after the revelation? I can tell you. It is like living with a big hole and an impossible yearning probably much the same a heroin addict has when he is in desperate need of a fix.
One cannot experience the Magnificent and not want to continue living in His full presence. Indeed, blessed are those who believe without seeing.