It's an indifferent attitude. You may say it's fence sitting but that implies indecision. I'm not undecided about the path I chose.
Indecision (for a time) is safer than indifference. Indifference is like an invasive weed that begins taking over all areas of thought and action and it leads to self-destruction. Literally. I've seen it and for that reason I would never encourage indifference towards
anything.
Mint is invasive, but I love mint, so I have it in an area where it is impossible for it to creep into other places. Even so, I have to keep a close eye on it. I enjoy your posts, I like you (as far as I can from online posting). Therefore, I truly and sincerely wish and hope that if you must be indifferent towards God, you keep that indifference in a sealed area where it cannot creep into another area. Be watchful of any thought/conclusion where you find yourself thinking, "I'll just be indifferent to this as well..." Stomp out indifference anywhere you see it cropping up. Replant it with caring, even if it is just a little bit of caring one way or the other.