Did you ever have parents? A religion? Were you never taught to respect other people? From your comments, it seems that you were raised in some sort of barroom or brothel.
I had parents. I still have one. The loss of the other is a large part of what made me who and what I am today. I saw the folly of his Faith in God, and swore off organized religion forever. In my search for answers I found what I believe now... a type of raw Spirituality thst is almost mind numbingly simple, with only 2 tenants; Right and Wrong.
Ive gotten to see the black heart of humanity every day for the last 44 years, 2 months, and 6 days. I don’t worry myself as much with Respect as I do Fear. I’m a Monster to most - We’ll, FEAR the Monster. That way you leave it alone.
You're no monster. You're still a child hurt by something and you need help.
Thank you for laying him down gently. We've all got emotional baggage from where we have been in our lives. I can write on USMB as a "white," or as a "woman," writing from whatever demographic group I'm in, courtesy of the circumstances of my birth and DNA. I've got a freight-train load of baggage, but this is from family. I would not dump it on anyone else. Anathema seems to want to dump it on anyone he can.
Good grief. This white girl was at the Vatican with a flipped mommy-dearest in a lacy veil. But I don't dump this on other people.
We are born with a conscience, consciousness, a mind and a heart. We, above all species, have the ability to transcend our DNA and the circumstances of our birth. I utterly reject that we are prisoners to our circumstances of birth and our "DNA", and so should you. It is to reject our very humanity. It is to say, for example, my parents were both scumbags, so I am destined to be a scumbag. Or my parents were privileged, so I'm destined to have a heart of stone.
Reject that nonsense or be a victim of Identity Politics. Free your mind. I have.