I don't want to die, but I'm looking forward to it all being over.
When I die nothing that has ever happened will mean a thing. Me and my entire life will be gone and nothing will matter anymore. I am not someone who has or likely will do anything big, when I die my life will have meant nothing. And even if it did, I'm dead.
I'll be glad to stop having to wake up to go to work, wipe my ass, clean my house, cut the grass, do laundry, sit in traffic, put up with stupid people and all the meaningless and mundane shit I drudge through every day of my life.
Sure I enjoy the good times, but when I'm dead they won't have mattered either.
I embrace dying because it's an end to everything and it is inescapable. So no point in fearing it or thinking about it. All I hope is I am lucky enough to die like my grandpa. He didn't feel good so he went to the doctor and when they called his name they thought he fell asleep in the chair but he was dead. Quick and easy.