I know this won't be pleasant, but....
Think about the fact that Trump spits out this absolutely ridiculous, embarrassing, self-serving absurdity, and MILLIONS of Americans (like the OP) just believe it without another thought, even for a moment.
Then they go forward thinking that the Civil War could have been negotiated peacefully, and gosh, if only Donald Trump could have been there to save us all that death and pain. That is "The Truth" now to them.
I'll then submit that this awful, ugly, unreal period should make us take a good, honest, hard look at this country, at ourselves, and try to figure out exactly what the fuck has happened to us.