The scripture you replied to, Zephaniah 3:17, tells us that The Lord our God is in our midst, athat God is mighty and will save us; that he will rejoice over us with gladness; that he will quiet us by his love; that he will exult over us with loud singing. This verse tells us that God shares in our experiences.
Are you a Jew? If not you are sadly mistaken. You are antisemitic, remember?
Your reply that “in one month I got rid of the three shepherds for I had lost patience with them and they had come to abhor me does not refute that God shares in our experiences.
Listen Bub, I could not have possibly have made your mistakes, your confusion, the cause of and consequences for your failure to stand guard over the purity of your own mind to protect it from being defiled and contaminated by bullshit and losing your sanity more clear.
Not only that I have shown you the only way out of your hell and into the kingdom of heaven. Its straight up at the apex of the firmament of the vault of heaven like a gate.
You cannot sneak through heavens gate. Thats where I am standing like a door. You haven't been about to do it while I am here and the wormhole has been opened.. You will be even less able to do so when I am elsewhere and you are on your own. The wormhole will be closed.
At this point there really is no longer any excuse for your sins. Get out of your deathbed, stand up and walk upright like a man that reflects the image and likeness of a Holy God who is one, not many, not perverse, not deceitful, not defiant, not stupid, or you will never enter the kingdom of Heaven.
Failure to do what is necessary to save the life of your immortal soul will not make it seem like you are being faithful it will seem like you are being faithless which would only convince many about the reality of divine judgement, that you are under the condemnation of God as a consequence of your own words and deeds, openly professed dedication to demonstrating hatred for God by worshipping a trinity, and desecrating the teachings of Jesus the actual Body of Christ, by teaching people that it is a lifeless matzo, made by human hands, and baked on human dung, even after being shown the truth.
Either way, mazel tov!