Tomorrow is a new day, you will never know what surprise tomorrow brings if you end your life today.
I agree, and that's why I've ever even considered doing it. That doesn't mean I wouldn't, if it was perfectly clear to me that there was no hope in tomorrow.
But the other side of this is - I've never been depressed. If anything, chemically I'm the opposite of depressed.
I've been sad, but it's not the same thing.
I am trying to figure you out, I considered suicide many times but I remember all the girls who loved me..if I took the easy way out..they would too..
It's a domino effect, if I couldn't live life why should they?
Good luck figuring me out, I haven't been able to yet.
I've had an interesting life, with plenty of ups and downs. Had some bad times with some bad drugs. I've lived on the street, lived on couches, and I've also lived in comfort. I've lived in 6 or 7 states, and worked 15 different jobs. I've lived on minimum wage, and I've earned $100,000 in a year.
I just know that depression is not a condition I suffer from.
What I did was like a rocky movie , I quit a high paying job and went for a physical job.
Pay is the same just more hours.
I went from a real shitty job, to a $25,000/year job, to a real shitty job, to a $20,000 a year job that turned into a $75,000 a year career.
Then I walked away from it, decided to go back to school. Moved across the country (with my other half and 2 cats). Worked as a consultant from time to time, but mainly focused on school - I went community college, then transferred to UC Berkeley, got by BA - while the other half got her nursing degree.
Then I worked as a waiter, and made $80,000 in a year.
Then I went to law school in DC.
Which is where I am now.