It is sad to think I might not be able to work soon. I love my job, and the people I work with. The pay is great, more than I deserve, but it is the feeling of being useful and productive I enjoy the most. That might be coming to an end now. The problem is my memory. I keep forgetting the simplest stuff, even my kids names. I was in the company cafeteria a few months ago and forgot where I was. For a few seconds I thought I was in my old high school cafeteria, but I knew that was impossible. Then I put it together where I was and my memories came back about why I was there and where etc. And it is getting worse. I am afraid to go anywhere and have worse episodes. What if I totally forget and have a case of amnesia or something? Anyway, I am starting to think it may be time to mosey on into that pasture where the green grass grows. And I dont feel happy about it at all.