iamwhatiseem
Diamond Member
I can turn a person off like a light switch, and I really don't like that. If a person does anything that causes even only discomfort to a family member - it's not good.I don't much care for others, until I meet them.
Example - when my daughter was about 10 or so, we were walking through a parking lot coming out of the grocery store.
Walked past this pickup truck when this dog barks right when she was right next to it. Neither of us saw it. I then saw this young moron sitting in the truck with it, and he had this sort of smug look on his face. Oh f*ck.
I lost it. I beat on the hood of his truck, kicked his door and yelled for him to get out. Even the dog calmed down. I don't know what I would have done to him if he would have been so stupid as to have come out.
I became aware that my daughter was pleading with me to stop, and that simply turned the anger off instantly. Only then did I become aware that people were shuffling away from me and wondering what the hell was happening.
I have a number of these instances. That anger is equally dangerous to me as it is to the other person. What if that dude had a gun?
Thankfully I am not a small man, so that deters other men from responding.
My trigger always centers around someone I am in a protective role for. Which most men have this, but mine is just on another level.