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How's every one doing? Mindful, really sorry you can't be with your daughter right now, must be frustrating.
Basically still plodding along, had some issues recently and talked with a grief counselor yesterday, it helped. Ya know it's been six months? Seems like yesterday sometimes.
The biggest challenges I've faced lately are I get easily emotional sometimes over the stupidest things and occasionally asking myself what's the point of continuing on. Both normal grief reactions and no, I have no intention of ending it all or locking myself away from the world forever. I actually want to get out, go do things, have some fun. I also need to forgive myself for not being the perfect husband or giving her everything she ever wanted, not fixing the cancer, I have to forgive myself for being human.
Hopefully by relating this I can help someone who's going through or will be going through what I'm dealing with. God bless you all.
Oh Ringel, I didn't know about this. Quite certain Mrs. RIngel wanted you to live life though. From my perspective you are living for two now. Marriage is a joining of spirits. She lives while you do. Took me two years to date after my divorce. Only right you should still be in grief. Come up for life every once and a while though please.