Who gives a shit how old she was?!? It’s wrong whether she’s 12 or 112, you sick bastard.
Ewwwww!! WTF dude?? I have daughters and I never showered with them when they were 3 or 4. Never. What the **** is wrong with you?
Furthermore, you sick bastard, a 3 or 4 year old cannot keep a diary. They can’t write, asshole. And she couldn’t put that in years later because nobody has memories from when they were 3 or 4. The brain isn’t developed enough yet for that.
Now what? You’re painted into a corner, sicko. Now what excuse do you have? You just admitted whatever her age was, it was inappropriate even by your sick standards. I pray you don’t have children and never do, because it is abundantly clear who and what you are.