This is the difference between you and me, I go for the logic (modern and rational) explanation against you whose guessing - this is the difference between the way we assume.
It is not that you have a solid proof that God doesn't exist, you're just assuming so with no logic but incapability of understanding so.
I use the scientific process.
(1) Question authority. No idea is true just because someone says so, including your parents and preachers.
(2) Think for yourself. Question yourself. Don't believe anything just because you want to. Believing something doesn't make it so. Are you sure you just don't WANT to believe? Because you really have no good reasons for believing. Not factual or scientific anyways.
(3) Test ideas by the evidence gained from observation and experiment. If a favorite idea fails a well-designed test, it's wrong. Get over it. Virgin births? People living 600 years? Talking snakes? FAIL!
(4) Follow the evidence wherever it leads. If you have no evidence, reserve judgment. But I have lots of evidence. The history of man and religion.
And perhaps the most important rule of all...
(5) Remember: you could be wrong. Even the best scientists have been wrong about some things. Newton, Einstein, and every other great scientist in history -- they all made mistakes. Of course they did. They were human.
Science is a way to keep from fooling ourselves, and each other.
Sure I could be wrong. But your story is so primitive and outdated I'm willing to bet the farm its all made up. Just like every religion before or after yours.
Despite we both know science is flawed I'll explain again what you're saying.
In the first two phases you are explaining the earliest stages of thinking but here on stage three you fall for the point where you CHOOSE what to believe in out of all the evidence because you're incapable of understanding infinity or in other words God in a manner of thinking(which is a victory for the religion claiming for afterlife judgement based on free choice), although some evidence do point a logic explanation it appears that you try to convince yourself "philosophically" by assuming that if something is not X so it doesn't exist at all, that is not the scientific way, that is called to make an assumption.
How does a smart person believe in miracles? Cognitive dissonance and wishful thinking. Brainwashed? Scared they'll go to hell? Can't imagine otherwise? Humans can be both smart and also superstitious.
Actually this is the right question, how does one learn-and before discussing inner faiths beliefs lets stick to the main argument first, now lets analyze it;
If you do not agree with me on those lets go over again.
Fool learn only from mistakes.
Wise learn from his own mistakes and others mistakes.
This is what we differs the wise from the fool, the arrogance to consider himself wiser than anyone else until that moment, "fool is wise in his own eyes, but wise learn from anyone" and this is the essence of us - humans - the ability to learn, unlike the rest of the "mindless" life forms that remain the same their entire lives.
So then you ask yourself how come life forms did had their evolutionary process - "learned" and developed over millions of years, hmm..that means both can't be true unless both are not the same, and this is also written in the OT, the humans are not the same as animals, and the OT explains it in Genesis, this is somewhat hidden content that Elder Commentators explain - why is the humans created after the animals, why are we humans distinguished from animals? two reasons.
1.We have the ability to learn.
2.We are arrogant, so the time would come and no human would claim he created the animals but the lesser life forms were created before him.
Those bare the ultimate life lessons for life, to learn from experience and to learn from everyone, to drop the most primitive con in us - arrogance - and to be able to learn from anyone, this is also the reason why I can't take atheistic people seriously, they are arrogant which is the main definition for fool.
So far do we agree?