Youre not sure what it means when I can quote you verbatim saying it?
Really weird!
I never called myself an agnostic.
You said youre happy to be in the category "I dont know" as it pertains to origins, and the colloquial way, i.e. abbreviated way to say that, is agnostic.
You can deteste a word all youd like, its no matter. Words have no rules, only usages.
edit, heres your exact quote:
"Non existence elements magically mixed and made living matter seems unlikely. A magical timeless being breathed on some dirt and made life seems equally unlikely. There is an equal amount of negative energy as there is positive thus nothing exist. Thus the things we experience are just different combinations of negative and positive energy seems equally unlikely. It all sounds ridiculous to me. I have no interest in making myself vulnerable by spewing one of these absurd theories on the origin of life. I prefer to boldly proclaim that I don't know."