So you don't bother to report the posts, yet you complain about the content of them in this thread. Did you know it would have taken much less effort to hit the "report" button than to complain in an entirely different thread that someone else started that the topic of it happens to be "personal verbal attacks"? If you didn't report the posts, you can't expect a handful of mods to have seen them. Mods don't get paid for doing anything on here.
If your posts have been deleted in the past, chances are very high that you violated one of the forum rules. If you didn't, then start a DM with a few mods and ask what is was deleted for.