She was 37 & 38 years old, when she wrote this diary. The diary was part of her therapy to beat her drug addiction.. She was NOT a child when she wrote it.
She says right in the diary that she is 37, turning 38. She has sexual relationships, always with nice guys she likes and plays with, but with flaws that make them not long term worthy.... She recognizes that she is doing this purposely.... She's married, but separated, her husband is seeing another woman too....they both are working through divorce or even perhaps a reunion....
READ THE DAMN DIARY....... STOP LYING!