Yet still..
Words ..
Strange concept words of care and love tender.
Each strange word and concept having me be-come less and less visible to my own self.. Not to mention to the others who were around whose screams are unheard anymore.
Words spoken causing life within to slowly fade into invisible.
And even those 'angels', who in a place waiting for a return word after have given instructions to one who had those instructions taken away by another to do the errand, that one returning to those angels in compartnents maybe acute waiting, was told that the one to whom the instructions were entrusted had been let go yet the errand would still be completed yet never did the message get to its intended recipient and the first one...where did he go??
And then the glass in the eyes.
And still.. The very one whose screams fight and lash back at such false justices still awaiting just and right to come that with words of truth spoken righteousness entering in has not met righteousness but more and more of those false accusers. You are the fake one!!! they grimace.
Acute compartment syndrome... Why did i meet one who told me about his surgery to his acute compartment syndrome? I had never even heard of such .. One of emergency's true emergencies requiring necessity for immediate attention.
And soon after the 'angels' from within those compartments begin to remember.
If missing 'inner light beings' is worried over... They have beheld much much more to such inner beings lights. Much much more...participating...THEM... actively...until none more..all have been as squashed between fingers into the air no more existing....
Not 1, not 2. With 2 hands, 10 fingers..nightly attempting sleep, that crushing occurs again until the need to rise and tremble again... Sometime not being able to rise due to over tiredness... Squeeze squeeze... Inner shoutings and crying out.... More and more pressure... then as gone...pop. gone... Less life full but at least it stopped.. Until tomorrow night if graced...otherwise in another 15 minutes or so, again and again..
Why does he not CRY out??? He is an imposter, THEY must believe... And back then even the other faithfuls not crying out but enduring in faith enduring..and for me..pop*
When the others asked, why do You continue to hurt the same one over and over time after time they fear and become timid. No more are they around. Perhaps they made a good escape.