So much wrong with this...
First of all, you're almost as guilty as I am in "presuming to know God's plan for any life or Satan's". I did not forget about anything here, I was just hoping you had enough empathy and compassion not to bring it up. You know what? Prove God's existence and then let's continue this.
"God gives us free will to ruin our lives if we please."
As easy as the ad hominem is to go for, I'm not going for it as it accomplishes nothing.
Finally, I don't define myself by the eyes of people who hate me. If that were the case, I'd have no reason to argue against you when you assume I'm trans or mentally ill just based on the fact that I have a differing point of view.