Yes. I do. Do you know what is actually required for inanimate matter to make the leap to a living organism?
No one does but I'm guessing it is a much simpler process than you think. Organisms, e.g. cells, are extraordinarily complex and likely took a billion or so years AFTER life evolved. That first life may have been little more than self-replicating molecules that were subjected to the forces of natural selection and evolution.
Have you actually ever watched a YouTube video of the inner workings of cells and the amount of information that is processed and acted upon? Because the complexity involved is insane. I don’t think you appreciate the leap in complexity from inanimate dumb matter to living organisms. The same can be said for the leap from simple cells to conscious intelligence. It is literally insane. You are dismissing differences that are meaningful when it comes to discussing the origin of existence being intelligence or not. If the origin of existence is intelligence then it shouldn’t be a surprise that existence created intelligence. In fact, intelligence should be expected to create intelligence. And since the very nature of existence seems to be geared to producing intelligence I don’t see how anyone can not see the hand of a Creator at work. However it is that you see him. I see him as love, truth and logic. And that you and others can’t logically see how these are the attributes of existence, I can only assume you have never made a serious examination. Which is why you dismiss the creation of existence from nothing and dismiss the incredible leaps of complexity in the evolution of space and time as you are doing here.
I see God as an actual presence. A presence without form that is the source of all reality. Such that the physical world was willed into existence to create beings that know and create to share in their experiences.
The very nature of existence is information what is information if not consciousness without form.