You make a mockery of your own faith.
You hate your god and you hate your fellow human beings. That comes through all your posts. And, you thrive on that hate.
Your choice and you're welcome to it but you are VERY representative of why I'll never go near another church.
Dear Luddly: as icky as my msgs are to read,
and you know what a joy this is -- NOT.
Surely you see that Jim's tolerance of me on this thread,
his willingness to forgive the obvious flaws I have
and to look at the good side he can get from it,
he does show a kind side.
You do, too, Luddly.
We all have that side to us
where we can be bigger than we want to be.
I can see it in Huggy, Mr. Max, Bruce
who are able to focus on relevant points
in between the other asswipe namecalling
or whatever the "pecking order" culture is on these boards.
Luddly I can forgive the horseplay and banter back and forth.
What matters internally is whether we can forgive
the bigger hurts and rejections from the past
that caused us to develop such huge protective "scabs"
to keep people from poking into our wounds.
Those wounds and scabs deserve to naturally heal.
They don't respond well to picking and reinjuring them.
So that part I can do without.
But I totally understand, people protect these scabs
until it is safe to let them heal naturally.
So jabbing and warding off future attacks in the same spots
is a natural defense, and part of the human process.
Of course, if we are going to forgive and heal the
wounds underneath, the same forgiveness applies
to all the walls and barriers we build around
ourselves for protection until we feel safe with people.
If people don't feel safe, of course, we use
words as weapons for defense and walls of rejection.
This will come down with time, but cannot be forced on people,
Any more than we can force a scab off and expect the wound to heal.
Thanks, Luddly
and I hope you and Jim and others
do come around to feeling more safe,
to open up and not fear being judged or slammed,
so we won't need to play these games
to establish territorial bounds.
I'm sorry for the hurts, division, and rejection from the past these conflicts
have caused us all, and I trust those will heal over time instead of repeating.
Thanks for sharing honestly on here
where speaking the truth without apology
is the key to healing and accepting our differences as natural.
Yours truly,
Emily