What a stupid ***** Ashtara is... "Lets all be bisexual, I'm scared of catching HIV...but we all should be bisexual sluts".
Yeah I wasn't too excited about getting tested :-( So what.
But I don't feel fear during sex because I choose not to live my life in fear. I don't live in fear of Hell. I don't live in fear of prison. I don't live in fear of death. I don't live in fear being judged by misguided humans that think I'm a slut for enjoying sex and exploring the inherent bisexuality that all humans possess.
While you're at it, oh kindergartner in the world of spiritual advancement, why not explore all the different ways of eating too? You could try bulimia for awhile. Then anorexia. Then binging. And don't forget the many stages of obesity and overeating too!
When you get out of your haze of obsession with the physical world and all its endless ways you can indulge there; try joining those on the upward march. You think the beginning and end of this world is to roll around like a pig in the mud. Meanwhile most of us believe that instead it is a world where one's spirit is tempered by the fires of temptation to wallow in the mud.
There are two schools of thought predominant in this world today.
1. King-sized indulgers such as yourself who believe that the only holy thing in life is to pursue stimulation, indulgences and the morphine-like addiction of endorphine release upon those behaviors.
Of course, you may occasionally through the fate of chance actually perform an act or three that qualify as decent and altruistic in the highway of your rampant self-indulgences. ie; a course of complete spiritual flabbiness.
2. Men and women who realize we are here to be tested against our lower animal drives. Who strive daily to find a higher way of being in their great and small deeds.
Who occasionally through the fate of chance, actually fall into that lower existence that qualifies as pigs in the mud in the otherwise wide highway of altruism and spiritual strength.