So where is home? Where you were transplanted or before? Do you remember before?
Originally from Baltimore and, yes, I remember it. Some very nice memories as it happens -- just saying, it looks entirely different through my eyes now. Transplated to northern NJ -- metro NY. At the age of 13, I was practically kickin' and screamin' about it, and it took quite a while to "settle in". Now, you'd probably have to drag my dead body outta here 'cause I'm not going anywhere where there isn't life after dark, and, as you know, this city never sleeps.
Oh, I understand as well as I can. You are totally assimilated in 'big city', yet can relate to the less than big city-you didn't move far.
Same as myself, I can see myself living in some semi-rural place, happily. That won't take the 'city' out of me, or the desire to go back and visit. Hell I live there, if I could afford it.