I was sometimes under attack of demonic forces. I realised that before I didnt realised that but since I read a short essay about how St.Padre Pio was under demonic attack I recognised myself. Just yesterday at midnight I woke up and smoked a cigarette at balcony and my thoughts drifted that I want to pray to Demons. I think that was a demonic attack they wanted to force me to pray to them. I instead prayed Thy Father who art in heaven, hallowed be thy name, thy will be done, thy kingdome will on earth as it is in heaven, our daily bread give us today and forgive us our trespasses as we forgive our trespassers and do not lead us into temptation but rescue us from evil. Amen. I prayed that a few times, then I went to bed and prayed Lord give me a peaceful night and I slept until 07.15 am and good. I had this same that my right hand freezed, that I thought I will have a heart attack etc. I recognise now that it was the demonic attack.
Become a Spiritual Child of St. Padre Pio
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Padre Pio continued to be subject to attacks by demonic forces. In August 1912, for a space of several days, whenever he decided to write to his superiors, he was seized with violent migraine headaches and spasms in his writing arm. Recognizing develish interference, he prayed and was able to write. The devil continued to visit him through temptations against purity, which, in his modesty, he did not detail. In addition, he continued being subject to physical attacks be infernal forces, attacks accompanied by terrifying noises clearly audible to neighbors. But he also continued to receive visits from his guardian angel, as well as from Jesus and Mary. It was his angel who frequently rescued him from physical assaults from demonic powers. this is the topic of a strange and beautiful letter that Pio wrote to Augustino in November 1912. (From Padre Pio" the True Story by C. Bernard Ruffin, Pages 112-113).