That is a quantifiable truth. You may not like it, but it's true. I poke at you because I detest you and people like you who pretend to be victims all the time. You blame everyone for being what you are, a hate-filled racist. Based upon your own statements, I've lived a far tougher life than you and made my share of bad decisions. However I don't blame anyone for my failures. If you really have achieved what you claim, you have been more successful than me, but are desperately unhappy despite that. I'm proud of fighting my way from desperate poverty as a kid to a comfortable lower-middle class existence. I'm as happy and satisfied as you are UNhappy and DISsatified with your life.