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I am sure that’s part of it, but I was dealt a rotten hand (or face) from a time shortly after conception on. I’m sure I don’t help myself much but when you start life deep in the hole, it doesn’t always make much of a difference.The experiences of being alive are much broader than you describe. I believe it is your world view that limits you, that traps you
BOTHDisappointments or tragic events?
What is the point in continuing a life that has been nothing more than 49+ years of disappointment, failure, rejection and general discouragement in every facet of that life?
Ever hear of Treacher Collins syndrome (more common than many believe).?I am sure that’s part of it, but I was dealt a rotten hand (or face) from a time shortly after conception on. I’m sure I don’t help myself much but when you start life deep in the hole, it doesn’t always make much of a difference.
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My responses to disappointments and failure are rarely even moderated. Most of the time they are angry, violent and destructive.For the fragile who are intellectually and emotionally challenged, for sure. Some people actually learn from disappointments. Some people handle tragic events like others handle mere disappointments
Then maybe I was never really meant to be alive, because I’ve never been interested in dealing with many of those events.Life's experiences are powerful when viewed as what they are -- examples of what it means to be alive
Either way nothing is going to change.It's obvious you suffer clinical depression. Your life's experiences don't suck as much as your outlook does
You seem to have wasted 9 1/2 years of your miserable life here. You'll never get that back, but you can start spending your time elsewhere.What is the point in continuing a life that has been nothing more than 49+ years of disappointment, failure, rejection and general discouragement in every facet of that life?
This is just the latest of a host of places I’ve used to vent over te years. I’m banished from the others for any of a number of reasons as I probably will be here some day.You seem to have wasted 9 1/2 years of your miserable life here. You'll never get that back, but you can start spending your time elsewhere
I WOULD eat a bullet before going to Canada or any Sociaocountry.There's help for you.....In Canada
As someone who actively HATES 95%+ of the human population, there aren’t many places for me to go.
I suspect that you do feel pain. I also suspect that you’re mistaken about the purpose of life: life in general and your life in particular.The age of the Soul and the age of the body don’t always line up directly.
I know my purpose. I have since I was a child. My purpose is to suffer, one way or another, throughout this entire, miserable life.
There is no help for me, because I don’t see myself as the problem. It’s been tried many times before.
Don’t worry, I’m not eating a bullet or anything like that. That would be too easy of an out for the Universe to allow
I used to like older folks. I’m not THAT old yet (49) so that doesn’t work. Besides, I generally try to avoid people. Makes life moderately easier.Remember how treacherous old people were to you? ... well ... it's your turn now ... you're smarter and wiser than young people, take advantage ... young people know that by hitting you, they take a chance on murdering you ... that's life in prison ... so they won't
That would take about three and a half seconds.Focus on what you do have instead of what you don't. Focus on what is good in your life and not the bad
I used to like older folks. I’m not THAT old yet (49) so that doesn’t work. Besides, I generally try to avoid people. Makes life moderately easier.
… and after the early NFL games today I need to buy a new television set.
People generally avoid me for multiple reasons. I go out of my way to avoids the others as much as I can.,I started when I was 35 ... by 49 I was playing 20-somethings like a yo-yo ... people generally try to avoid me ...
