I would love to know if it existed. I don't COMPLETELY disregard the notion, but I dont believe in any of it. If I did find out it was real, and it was based of a religion we know today, I still wouldnt follow it. They all seem hipocritical to me. In Christianity, if you dont believe you will spend eternity in Hell. That doesn't sound like something I want to spend my life worshipping. Then again, if I dont, and Hell is for real, I might change my mind lol.
There is no such thing as a non-believer Christian.
There are those that lose Faith. I think that is rooted more in false premise and false expectation.
Is there an Order to the Universe, to Creation, that we either miss, or have dismissed from our limited perspectives? Are we too caught up in labeling and packaging what we think we know? Is God limited to our depth?