This was for
hadit
Do yourself a favor and try to think about how much hope there is for you in trying to escape the condemnation of HELL, the realm of the dead, by doing all of the perverted obscenities, lying in the name of God desecrating the words of Jesus that got you there in the first place.
The least you can do is try.
But first you must realize this. You were indoctrinated into your "beliefs" when you were young and supple child. They crammed irrational maudlin garbage down your throat and told you that Satan was a disembodied entity that whispers into peoples minds to get them do do naughty things, sins, and that any rational thought, question or objection to that crap that arises WITHIN YOUR OWN MIND was an attack on your faith from Satan himself. This effectively sets the mind against itself creating paralysis, a state of cognitive dissonance, an artificially induced state of mind that resembles a very deep sleep. Many people go through life deluded, never becoming a "living being". This could be your fate unless YOU wake up.
My hands have been washed clean.