I think you're struggling with definitions again. When "monkey" is used as a racial slur, it's directed towards black people. I think the word you're looking for is "cracker". Even someone with the average IQ of your community, should be able to figure that out.
Youre struggling with the fact that white people are part monkey. There is a reason you look like them. You have thin lips, youre hairy, you catch hair lice like no ones business. You even have little dicks like monkeys. Thats probably why you want to call Black people that. Projecting.