In my defense I was only presumptuous because you won't come right out and say one way or another. I believe that you don't want to deny what you are and you also don't want to acknowledge the basis for your hatred of Christians. It's a losing hand either way, so it makes perfect sense that you will sit this one out by trying to be coy. The reality is that that in and of itself is still a denial of who you are. Like I said before, its a losing hand either way. Being coy about it doesn't change the outcome.
What you believe is of little consequence. There is no benefit to answering your question. You clearly have already decided that I am gay, so even were I to tell you that I am not, you would just accuse me of not being honest. You can therefore presume whatever you would like, as you have already made your belief clear, regardless of your lack of foundation. It is what the religious do. They form their beliefs, and then use whatever means are necessary to force everything they encounter to fit their preconceived notions independent of reality.
I will absolutely believe you if you say you are not gay. Try me.
*sigh*. No, Ding, I'm not gay. Are you?
I'm glad we finally settled that. No. I'm not gay either. So why do you condemn respect for people who believe in God?
I condemn respect for any behaviour that replaces reason, exploration, and pursuit of fact with acceptance of fairy tale, superstition, and release of moral responsibility. You Christians always speak of "free will", yet whenever you do something that you believe is immoral, or unethical, it is never "I did this, "; it is, "Satan led me astray,", or "Satan tested me, and I failed," Never just, "I made a choice". On the other hand, nothing good that ever happens is ever just something good; it's alwayus "God blessed me with ___" (fill in the blank). Ironically whenever something bad happens, it's either "Satan is attacking me," or "God is testing me,"
The latter is what I find both amusing, and infuriating. Christians are incapable of postulating that their God could ever do something cruel, or unkind. So, they have to convince themselves that God was, somehow, justified when he allows horrible things happen to them. You presume that my understanding of Christianity comes from "an outsiders" perspective, but it doesn't. It comes from 18 years as a Christian, and 3 years of in-depth study of the Bible at seminary. That's right. I was going to be an evangelist. Unfortunately, the deeper I dug into the Bible - particularly in its original, uninterpreted, language - the more I came to understand that Christians are largely ignorant of what the Bible actually says, and means; mostly because Christians are not taught to think for themselves. They are not encouraged to take the Bible apart, study it, and learn what it actually says. They are encouraged to listen to their pastors, and to let their church leaders
tell them what the Bible says, and means.
And, lest you try to infer something in my words that was not there, no, I did not have a favourite puppy die. I didn't have some wish that God said "No" to. I didn't suffer some tragedy that made me "hate God". I just learned. And I read. And I understood.