She wasn't a teenager, she was a toddler....if she showered with dad, it happened when she was a young child....
I've read the whole 120 pages of the diary, she never said she was sexually abused by her father....NOT ONCE!
In fact, the diary proves she was never sexually abused by her father! It shows her struggles with drug abuse, marriage, friends, an aunt, etc.... And a very strong and healthy bond with her mom and dad who only want to and try to, help her with her drug problem.... Her mom and dad are the only stable people in her life that she can rely on.... She fails them time and again, feels pain for hurting them by not being able to beat her addictions....
There is no animosity or underlying animosity towards her father or mother, if she were abused by her dad, there would be.
She thinks when she was young and went to sleepovers at a friends house named Caroline, something bad happened there....to her and to Caroline....
She's 37 - 38 years old when she wrote this diary....