You need it spelled out for you what the benefit is of Americans being better, smarter, more well educated, more highly trained, more capable? Are you so utterly flaccid that achievement and accomplishment are foreign concepts to you?
People are always bitching about American education, but you can't even imagine the benefit of greater educational achievement?
YOu are forgetting. You have already demonstrated that you cannot do it.
Now, what you need to do, is get someone ELSE to do the job INSTEAD OF YOU.
And then, explain how having some one else do it, makes you a better person.
This is what you are claiming happens. So demonstrate it, and then explain it. Stop wasting time. DO IT.
Or admit that you cannot.