A couple of years ago I was posting regularly on this web site, and really enjoyed reading the posts of others...for the most part. I have a dear friend who also posts here that I need to catch up with. I stopped posting due to a major life change. I married for the second time after being alone for over 12 years. I believed that I would be able to live alone for the rest of my days until my brain began sliding side ways, and was concerned about a psychotic break unless I got back "out there" and made myself a new life. I now have the walls up and the doors and windows in my new life, so I can catch my breath and begin to bring things back that I've had boxed up. This is a new user name for me. Thanks for your interest.