Are you asserting that the divine goodness that overwhelmed my capacity to receive it led me to jump into hell to get tortured forever? You don't see how ridiculous what you're saying is? You believe that almighty God will supposedly keep me alive in hell being tortured forever because I was overwhelmed by his love for me? That's just nonsensical gobbledygook.
Is a person's heart hardened towards God, or is it just hardened against other people's claims about God and their arbitrary demands? Are their hearts hardened due to being abused and traumatized by those who claim to represent God or by whatever other evil injured them?
According to you, almighty God, who's all-knowing and wise, gets offended when a human being in this harsh world has a hardened heart, hence throwing that person in hell to be tortured for all eternity. Does that actually make sense to you? An infinite, eternal God, with all power and resources available to Him, gets offended and enraged when a little human on Earth is confused, ignorant, hardened, and rather than creating a way for that person to reform himself, he throws him in hell to be tortured forever, without recourse or any possibility of parole. How is that justified in your mind? How do you reconcile that with your conscience?