People hold conversations for any number of reasons. I am more than happy for you to see me any way you want.
Your reason for holding the conversation was to convince me god exists and that god doesnt want to control us. You failed on both counts. I give you permission to be happy about your failure but dont attempt to convince me you didnt care. Everyone knows you do.
You don't know what my reason is. How many times do I have to tell you I couldn't care less what you believe? I am not affected by your choices. At any point in your life, you are the sum of your choices. You reap what you sow.
And you wrestle with demons in your head and we don't.
I suspect everyone wrestles with demons of some kind or another in their lives.
Not me. I just consider myself lucky. Knowing the history of our universe planet and species I just feel lucky/blessed that my parents met and humped when they did and that I was born during the age of technology but still the great lakes aren't ruined. Who knows 8 years from now.
I only have worries. No demons. And I don't even have a lot of worries.
Btw I can sometimes sense your demons. Most Christians have demons. Maybe it's good we have religion for the weak minded. What would they do if they realized there's no God watching. How mean would you be then?