notmyfault2020
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Thanks for sharing and I am very sorry for your losses. As you know, we never REALLY get over them. The memories just go dormant, and then something will trigger those memories and, as you say, we have to deal with them as though they were a lion. The Lamb is Jesus, with the help of His Queen Mother.. which reminds me: In the Old T the queen was always the primary ruler, or so I have heard, so I don't know why protestants resist Mary so much.. I read a book once written by the chief exorcist of Rome (another rabbit trail here: the order of Exorcist was removed at Vatican II along with some other ordersI haven't because at a young age I had an experience that made me understand God's ways were definitely not a little kid's. I was trying to understand how He worked and how He didn't work. The closest I may have come to what you experienced, is the year that within a month I lost three members of my family and my best friend. The grief was devastating and I wanted to be alone with my grief--I didn't even want God's help or presence. The pain was too much for even the slightest touch.
Also, a few years earlier I had been dealing with just the usual anger we sometimes feel with the world or others, which I had always dealt with by determining "I shouldn't feel this way" and ignoring it all. One day I was studying the verse of the lion lying down with the lamb, and it occurred to me the lion could be compared to those strong "negative" emotions and the lam with the peaceful "positive" ones.
It dawned on me, the lion was alerting me to the fact something was very wrong and needed to be dealt with. The lamb was there not to get me to ignore the wrong, but to deal in a positive manner with was wrong, and to decide how it could be made right.

About the lion and the lamb, the thought occurs to me that the liberals... they are like lions who simply do what actual lions do: slaughter the poor little lamb
But anyhow.. I don't want to leave on a sour note, so I will just say Thanks again. My losses came later in life so maybe that's why I have such a hard time sometimes but also.. it's not just that.. It's the fact that God allows so much evil... and no one can understand why. I think of the Book of Job. I don't recall him getting angry at God despite all his losses and miseries, but hey... We are not all Job, is all I can say...

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