No. You believe I believe in a sky daddy. I believe in something beyond energy and matter. I believe that mind, rather than being a late outgrowth of the evolution of space and time is the source or matrix of the material world.
Your only response to that is sky daddy and magic.
You believe in sky daddy, and youre embarrassed about it.
Its understandable, and I wouod be embarrassed too...sorta like if I believed in the Easter Bunny as a grown assed man. Same goes it for Christianity, Catholicism, Judaism, Islam. etc etc.