This is just for me.
It's a log of quilts that I have been piling up since a few days before the end of May. I found 4 finished tops, outright. They still keep popping up 3 years later, but that's because I made them as displays in my quilt store to sell fabric, and when it sold, they were neatly tucked away, unfinished, some not even in one piece, etc. I worked 80 hour weeks for 23 years up until the last couple of years when my fibromyalgia got so bad, I had to pretty much turn things over to others while I tried to find ways to beat the disease. I eventually got a special supplement (called Vital Factors) to take away pain, which felt like I got my life back, but other "sistie-ugliers" that go along with Fibro can do you in, for all practical purposes. There are times of "fibro-fog" CHF, IBS, overdoing, forgetting to take medicine and being back at step 1 in 3 short days of forgetting (due to fibro-fog and the cheerful delusion you are somehow "over it.") I had 11 syndromes when I retired 3 years ago and moved home to Texas. Here, the doctor diagnosed yet another--2 bad parathyroids that screwed up my calcium, put spurs all over my feet bones, crippling me, etc. A surgery squared that problem away, but it took a year to get rid of the bony protruberances everywhere except my hands (thank heavens!) that built up the years nobody knew what was making it more and more difficult to stand on my feet. Anyway, to make a long story short, even on my worst days, I can still usually sit and sew in front of the sewing machine, or I can still sit on the tractor stool and mow 10 of the acres that are not taken up by buildings or house, barn, arena cover, etc. There are days I should just stay in bed all day, with no more rhyme or reason than fibro kicking my butt for 5 years before I found Vital Factors. And winters are sheer hell, due to the affectation of cold on muscle/tendon synapses contractions. hahaha what a mess. Nonetheless, I have fashioned an active life around sitting, and try to spend a little time outside each day walking without getting too tired. It's about 400 steps to the back fence and almost 400 steps to the front. 800 steps is about all I can do, without CFS setting up housekeeping in my beat up body. (Chronic Fatigue Syndrome). In winter, it changes to "do nothing to get chilled." So I wear thermal underwear from a month before first frost until 2 months after the last one. Hats and gloves, too.
I'm challenging myself this month to make as many quilt tops as I can to keep up my goal of 10 per month for the charity bees closet. I know they will get good and sick of me by December 31, but that's tough. It's my goal, and they can take 3 years to quilt them, until I learn how to quilt the "Fun and Done" method. My muscles do not cooperate with standing before the quilt machine any more, although I have 2, one of which is of professional quality and I probably made 600 quilts on before all was said and done over 20 of the years when I could still quilt. Oh, how I loved to quilt. It is the song of my soul, and so is designing, drawing out designs, refining them until they look right, and then doing the quilt. One of my quilts took 600 hours of library work to find every hat, glove, apron, man's hat, bodices, shirts, pants, skirts of child couples from 50 countries. One other problem was the Chinese couple. I spent 6 weeks until I got the Chinese couple right. Finally, I went to the library (oh, no, here comes the costume lady looking for another book!) and selected a book on Chinese legends and stories from the Chinese culture. I read the whole book. Finally, after thinking about it, it sunk in what I was doing on the drawing board. I was trying to conform the Chinese culture into my little Western World think box. Doh! No wonder a good design didn't happen. Once I cut the crap and began thinking what it was like to be a Chinese person who was right with the world, every puzzle part fell into place, and the design was done in a single afternoon after 6 weeks of unenlightment. The Chinese people have their way of thinking, and it is unlike Western thought and perceptions as it can be. I will just say this. I learned to think of the Chinese people as a gift as deep as the sea and as wide as the world.
Oh, yes, today's list of quilties so far. I went back through the pictures back to the end of May, where this stack of quilt starts, keeping in mind I had found several tops as I was still going through the leftovers of display quilt tops I made over 23 years in business. There are yet more, but I'm not going to worry about that right now. I'm just going to keep on keeping on doing Charity bee tops, and they're not large quilts. I'm still going to keep sending a large quilt now and then for when someone's house burns down and needs a cover, or the Patriotic ones for a Wounded Warrior. I try to give them one big top a year, which they raffle to a soldier who presents his old service card to the commander at the Hearts museum a few miles from here.
Here are my quilts already done to take to the charity b's closet for June, 2012:
1. Patriotic Pumpkin Seed/Football Top - King Size top - 2010
2. School Days and Paper Dolls Top - 2010, but bordered last week.
3. 5-Patch Postage Stamp and Paper Dolls top - 2010
4. Kalahari Puzzle blue border - 2008 or 2009 before May, when we moved to TX
5.Horsey Run in Patched Pastures - 6.12.12
6. Red and White lolcats 8-point log cabin star, started 2009, finished 6.12.12
7. Musical Windmills of Prism - 6.11.12
8. Birds of Summer Windmills 6.07.12
9. Hues of the Open Road (cars border) 6.05.12
10. 4-point Big Hearted Friendship Star quilt, red dot border, 6/03.12
11. RWB Windmill I Quilt Williamsburg navy/red floral border, 6.03.12
12. Blue and White U.S.Army Hero Star quilt, 6.02.12
13. RWB Windmills II Quilt top, Star and Red/blue blossoms border, 6.02.12
14. Green Postage Stamp Quilt 6.01.12
15. Red Filigree Jacobean Postage Stamp quilt 5.29.12
16. Time for Stories Postage Stamp Quilt with child stories, songs, and poetry figures in border, 5.27.12
Some days you just need to make a list. I'm glad I did. I have another red white and blue quilt, somewhere, but I may save that for a different time.
There are 2 weeks and 2 days left in June. I wonder how many quilts I could just keep on keeping on making? I'm having myself a little quilt-off.
Thanks for not looking.
