When I am studying (or in) the physical world, I want evidence as well. Nothing like something that can be experienced by the five senses and (in a lab setting) always get the same results. Nothing like the objective!
Even so, I find the subjective (or philosophical) world equally as fascinating. It can be more of a challenge because one has to make do without the five senses. Subjectively, it is a matter of defining which is at work...mind or spirit. It is difficult, and one can be/is often mistaken for the other.
So, you got nothing, then?
Yes, that is harsh. God doesn't go around zapping this and that on either humanity or nature.
Someone once told me that he had run across a quote that made a lot of sense to him. We are not humans seeking a spiritual experience. We are spirits seeking a human experience.
That, again, is retarded. Whoops, you grew up poor during your 30 years of life and got shot by a cop committing a crime. Off to Hell with you. Whoops, your parents didn't get you dipped before you died of SIDS! Off to Limbo with you. Whoops, you were kind of an okay person who wasn't particularly religious. Off to Purgatory with you.
I go back to my fun analogy. By Christian Dogma, Jeff Dahmner is in Heaven (as he embraced Jesus and was absolved of all his sins before they brained him to death) but Ann Frank is is Hell because she rejected Jesus. This if fucked up by any measure of decency... but it's Christian Dogma.
The human experience can be overwhelming enough, I should know. I once lost four family members and my best friend in the space of weeks. Most were so unexpected. I was in such grief I did not even know who I was grieving for at any given moment--which bothered me a lot. I don't know what I would have done had someone suggested that God had targeted my loved ones (and me) for some unknown reason. Instead (about six months later) I was slowly able to once again comprehend how the Spirit of God assists a human spirit through a very human experience.
Have you ever considered a spirit existence that wanted a physical experience--all the good and bad that goes with physical existence?
Nope, I've never considered that. It's retarded for all the reasons stated above.
What I realized from what that Nasty old nun said was that these people are full of shit, they have no evidence.
Mind you, I didn't start having doubts that day. I had doubts long before then. For instance, the Bible CLEARLY says "NO GRAVEN IMAGES!!" It's one of the Ten Commandments. But man, you go into a Catholic Church and you'll see all sorts of Statues of Jesus and Mary and the Saints. (My joke seeing a statue of St. Joseph at my niece's baptism, "Only my patron saint would have bought THAT story!" )