Fort Fun Indiana When I tried to find out the result of your philosophy "antispiritual materialism" then I'm only able to see that the universe is not existing, because the sum of all positive and negative energies of us (=the universe) is in total 0. In this case the nothing was our father and after our death we will go back into this nothing where we came from 13.8 billion years ago. But why did we exist since 13.8 billion years now? Specially: Why are you here? Why are you "materialized" for an extremely short time of the lifespan of the universe? And what will happen after your death (after your "dematerialization" or "despiritualisation")? Will you be able to materialize again? And why is it so important for you to be right? What do you win, if you should be right?