You don't live properly at all. You seem to have not an ounce of joy in you and age is no indication of how long you'll live. I think your only joy is being in control and the only one you can control is your poor wife. Do you have any kids? I feel sorry for them if you do. They must live a miserable existence if you treat them the same way as you treat your wife. You said love didn't enter into your relationship, but it seems that hate did.
What happens if your wife becomes disabled and can't be your slave anymore? Does she get tossed out in the street like yesterdays garbage? What if she gets a serious illness? It seems that the only reason you have her around is to wait on you and do your bidding.
And I'm sure your coworkers are aware of what a miserable person you are and are glad you don't interact with them.
Joy is not the point of life. Living properly, as my wife and I do, is the point. I can tell my maximum age because my employer doesn’t allow people to work there past their SS retirement age. Sincecineefusecto tske SS or Medicare I can expect to live maybe 3 years after I retire. No kids. Hate and Anger are the two strongest forces in the workd. I embrace them both.
So long as the medical insurance and my pay can keep us above board with the necessary domestic assistance, things are fine. Beyond that, neither of us will be going on.
They know I’m an unusual and odd individual. I’ve never interacted with any of them enough for them to get to know me.