It doesn't matter how many times you say it, it won't be true. "The left" did not and does not call you a racist simply for disagreeing with their politics.
There are racists.
There are people who aren't racist but don't mind that others are.
There are people who aren't racist and do mind that others are.
You fall into one of these categories.
If you aren't a racist but don't mind that others are, you may develop an acute sensitivity to people being labeled as racists. You may even, as a result of your unwillingness to call out racists or your unending desire to defend the rights of racists to be racist, be labeled a racist by some person who doesn't really know you.
You can then blame others for this or look inward to understand why. If you are very offended by this travesty, you you may actually become a racist. You can then point the finger at your accusers and tell them that they made you do it. If only they were tolerant like you, we'd have no more racists.
and that's exactly the problem.
There were some things Trump said that I agreed with. I do agree with some of the things that he said about Free Trade. I do agree with him that both parties have largely ignored the working class in this country.
But his racism was the deal killer.
I had the same problem with the IL Senate race. We had two candidates, Mark Kirk, who was one of the last few sane Republicans, and Tammy Duckworth, my current Congresswoman.
Both of them are veterans who served their country admirably. Both of them have fought their way back from devastating injuries (Kirk worked his way back from a stroke, Duckworth lost both legs in Iraq.)
I was leaning towards voting for Kirk because he was one of the Republicans who came out early against Trump and maintained that position while the others were kissing his ring. And Duckworth has been a pretty ineffective congressperson.
Then Kirk went ahead and made a crack about how her ancestors came over from Thailand to fight with Geo. Washington. (Duckworth's father is an American veteran, while her mother was born in Thailand.)
That was the deal killer for me. One stupid crack.
Trump did this hundreds of times. A lot of his followers didn't care. They hated Hillary beyond reason.
It used to be when a candidate proved himself unsuitable, people crossed party lines to reject him. Not this time. This time enough people ignored Trump's flaws to allow an archaic system and Russian Fraud to him over the top.