LOL
You couldn't be more wrong in your attempt to psycho-analyze me if you tried. I am actually one of the most carefree individuals you will ever meet, but the world is simply just too fucked up for me to justify that attitude any longer, and unlike other millennials I actually possess enough intelligence to realize this. Your grandchildren are in for a prelude to the first circle of hell regardless of what I(will)do, and it is absolutely criminal for you to teach them that somehow the only way that will ever actually happen is if the "night riders" become a thing again.
You think I obsess over political leanings and parties because you can afford to decide that both parties don't suit YOUR needs, but as a white millenial who is racially aware, I don't have that choice. Democrats are 100% anti-white, and white people will literally not be able to live as freely as they do now if Democrats and their Canadian/Australian/European counterparts aren't destroyed very soon.
By the way, I can clearly tell from all of your posts that it is actually you who is unstable and afraid of the status quo changing. You think that cuckold metrosexual males are the new norm for white men and white masculinity, but you can sense from my posts that I am indeed an exception that you fear might spread. You know that I am indeed much more intelligent than a moron walking around in white sheets or a horrible bowl cut, but you have no choice but to keep up the charade hoping I disappear somehow.
If you are really hoping I somehow snap, you would have to have figured out by now that I have been very angry for almost a 1/3rd of my life now about a multitude of things. If I was going to go out like Roof, I would have done it before Roof even graduated high school and discovered crack.
If I do decide to become more militant with my white activism, I will make damn sure my enemies are permanently crippled. I would certainly never allow the media and the Democrats to run a campaign to further destroy white culture and history because I decided to do something that even the most radical members of Stormfront can't reconcile with.
Drugs really are the only reason why Roof decided to shoot up a church to further his supposed cause, and I have never even thought about doing any kind of drugs. Sorry, but "white boys" are not predisposed to become mass murders after they get legitimately infuriated.
That was an EPIC FAIL at deflecting and tap dancing. Very wordy but without any substance....more like a defense of something non existent or even worse, personal denial that there is in fact a problem that is likely imagined. I would not waste any time or effort in psychoanalysis of what plaugues you, because it is clearly obvious.
Speaking for myself, If I was ever going to be "unstable" it would have been many decades ago when the worst of bigotry and backward, prejudice was a hallmark of American culture.
But I decided long ago, that the best revenge was to live well, be unsympathetic towards those wishing the worst on me and my family and above all, not be caught in a compromising situation that would enable racist scum to use me as an example.
So no, you do not invoke anything in me except amusement.
Mainly due to how you have convinced yourself that you and your ilk are somehow under siege.
You've never sat in the back of a bus as mandated by law nor have you been refused service in a public establishment based on your race.
You have never watched your elders cower in fear publicly or refer to someone many years younger than them as "sir or ma'am" because it was expected if not demanded.
So I cannot help but chuckle at your insistence that you are somehow marginalized.
Truthfully, I don't hope that you snap, because mass shooters always harm people who are better than they are..but I will say that your ramblings are reminiscent of some of the rhetoric left behind by some of the recent mass shooters who have been apprehended after losing their grip on reality.
That being said, good luck in whatever cause it is that you think you are a self appointed crusader for. I count myself and mine as fortunate that you are far away down there in Kentucky.