I have always absolutely loved animals. And for the longest time I wanted to be like Dr. Doolittle, I wanted to give my life to helping all animals and become a veterinarian.
When I got older, I did some research on becoming a vet, and found out how long I'd have to stay in school to become a vet. As I despised school, the extra 15 years of college was a huge negative for me at that time.
I thought of going into astronomy or becoming a chef. The lesser of all school evils was becoming a certified chef, so I chose that. Unfortunately, the college kept "losing" my application packet, which was $50. They ended up "losing" it three times before they finally "found" it. This fuktardedness on the colleges part ate up the money I needed to buy the books for the course, which I didn't have, because I was using what little savings I had that I managed to get while mowing lawns in high school. And now that was all gone. So I had no way to buy books and no money for gas to get back and forth TO school.
A few years later I decided to try again and after working a job for a few years, applied at a junior college for some basic "one at a time" classes. I thought I'd take something office related, like typing and bookkeeping.
But, furthering myself was just not in the cards for me. My car engine burned up on the way to school one day.....and that was it.
Had to literally walk 5 miles each way to and from work for three years before I had money to buy another car.
By then, I had just given up. Now I just work office jobs. I like the work, but they don't pay shit.
Kick myself every day for not pushing myself to go to vet school.