Thinking about death

[Dale Smith]

I don't fear death at all...as a matter of fact, I embrace it and I would never allow anything to be done to me to prolong my existence here. I do not wish to spend even one more second on this earth than what is required of me. Once you find out that you have always been an indentured debt slave chasing financial security that only few will achieve because the system is 100 percent rigged? What is really left? Your sweat equity was stolen from you in the form of a bond the day you were born without your consent which is the birth certificate which the banking oligarchs are the trustees of and collect the balance when you die with your death certificate. I have calculated that over my working career that I have worked and slaved away 10 years for free and I am only 52 in order to pay on a debt that I was not responsible for....try wrapping your mind around that very salient fact.

 

[Bonzi]

I don't have a lot of lust for life. I feel bad that I am healthy and well, while other people die that actually love other people and contribute to the world. I often wish I would have a terminal diagnosis because I don't contribute anything meaningful to life, nor, do I really want to, not enough to make any effort. It doesn't seem right that I get to live when other people are fighting to live.

I think about it often, if not, then just disappearing but that requires a lot of work so...

 

[Moonglow]

 

[aaronleland]

Aaron, I had no idea you lost your mom so recently. I'm sorry for your loss. I dread losing my mom and dad.

Thanks for the kind words.

I try to find the humor in everything. At my mother's viewing every sibling but me gave a eulogy. I was too broken up. But my oldest brother goes up, and goes on a political rant about.. I have no fucking idea what. Then my oldest sister goes up and flashes a "Ron Paul 2012" sticker, because my mother was a big Ron Paul supporter. Before that we were blasting songs about smoking weed throughout the funeral home because my mom loved her weed. I couldn't think of a better send-off.

Now I'm crying.

 

[Andylusion]

I don't fear death at all...as a matter of fact, I embrace it and I would never allow anything to be done to me to prolong my existence here. I do not wish to spend even one more second on this earth than what is required of me. Once you find out that you have always been an indentured debt slave chasing financial security that only few will achieve because the system is 100 percent rigged? What is really left? Your sweat equity was stolen from you in the form of a bond the day you were born without your consent which is the birth certificate which the banking oligarchs are the trustees of and collect the balance when you die with your death certificate. I have calculated that over my working career that I have worked and slaved away 10 years for free and I am only 52 in order to pay on a debt that I was not responsible for....try wrapping your mind around that very salient fact.

Huh? I was right with you, until you started the debt-servant thing. What are you talking about?

I make a massive $20,000 a year. I have zero debt on anything anywhere. I have money in the bank, and $10,000 in stocks.

Rigged? What is rigged? You can declare bankruptcy, and have most of your debt completely erased for almost nothing. You realize that the USA, is one of the few countries on the planet, that allows you to just wiped off your debts? In Canada, you have to pay back every cent you borrow. In the UK, you can delay payment, but you have to pay back almost everything.

You are in one of the very very few countries on the planet, where you can file bankruptcy on especially consumer debt, and walk away scott-free, AND you can do it every 7 years. People have filed bankruptcy 3, 4 even 5 times.

If ANYTHING.... the system of debt in this country is rigged in your favor here, more than anywhere else in the world.

So I don't know what you are talking about....

 

[Bonzi]

Who knew serial killers were dog lovers.

 

[Bonzi]

I must be afraid of death cause I just won't make the move. It pisses me off too.

 

[JoeMoma]

I wish I was dead.

Your wish will come true.

 

[JoeMoma]

I'd rather die then to live under Bernie Sanders like idiots like you want.

I don't know where Bernie lives...

He is living in miketx's head for free.......and he likes for things to be free.

 

[Bonzi]

It would be nice to just not wakeup.
Even dying isn't easy.

 

[JoeMoma]

I think about beer and seeing naked women.

 

[JoeMoma]

I don't have a lot of lust for life. I feel bad that I am healthy and well, while other people die that actually love other people and contribute to the world. I often wish I would have a terminal diagnosis because I don't contribute anything meaningful to life, nor, do I really want to, not enough to make any effort. It doesn't seem right that I get to live when other people are fighting to live.

I think about it often, if not, then just disappearing but that requires a lot of work so...

You can contribute by bringing me a beer wearing your birthday suit.

 

[Andylusion]

I don't have a lot of lust for life. I feel bad that I am healthy and well, while other people die that actually love other people and contribute to the world. I often wish I would have a terminal diagnosis because I don't contribute anything meaningful to life, nor, do I really want to, not enough to make any effort. It doesn't seem right that I get to live when other people are fighting to live.

I think about it often, if not, then just disappearing but that requires a lot of work so...

You can contribute by bringing me a beer wearing your birthday suit.

Congrats. You made it to my ignore list, in only 3 posts. That's a record. You should be proud. I'll never know if you are now, because the ignore feature is absolute. But, there you go. Congrats.

 

[Bonzi]

I only have a few years left where I can look decent enough where that might actually interest someone....
I am not cut out to be old and ugly.

 

[Bonzi]

I don't have a lot of lust for life. I feel bad that I am healthy and well, while other people die that actually love other people and contribute to the world. I often wish I would have a terminal diagnosis because I don't contribute anything meaningful to life, nor, do I really want to, not enough to make any effort. It doesn't seem right that I get to live when other people are fighting to live.

I think about it often, if not, then just disappearing but that requires a lot of work so...

You can contribute by bringing me a beer wearing your birthday suit.

Congrats. You made it to my ignore list, in only 3 posts. That's a record. You should be proud. I'll never know if you are now, because the ignore feature is absolute. But, there you go. Congrats.

It's okay, at least he's honest in his callousness. I actually appreciate that.
It's hard to hurt my feelings. I don't cry easily, and when I do, it's normally because I'm feeling sorry for myself.
I deserve that comment - and - find it humorous

 

[Andylusion]

I only have a few years left where I can look decent enough where that might actually interest someone....
I am not cut out to be old and ugly.

Well that's life. The flower fades. I never was nice looking, but I'm for sure worse now than I was in my teens.

Although if you got the money, Cher still looks nice. Not sure it's worth it though. So much plastic in that girl, they should call her Charbie.

 

[Andylusion]

I don't have a lot of lust for life. I feel bad that I am healthy and well, while other people die that actually love other people and contribute to the world. I often wish I would have a terminal diagnosis because I don't contribute anything meaningful to life, nor, do I really want to, not enough to make any effort. It doesn't seem right that I get to live when other people are fighting to live.

I think about it often, if not, then just disappearing but that requires a lot of work so...

You can contribute by bringing me a beer wearing your birthday suit.

Congrats. You made it to my ignore list, in only 3 posts. That's a record. You should be proud. I'll never know if you are now, because the ignore feature is absolute. But, there you go. Congrats.

It's okay, at least he's honest in his callousness. I actually appreciate that.
It's hard to hurt my feelings. I don't cry easily, and when I do, it's normally because I'm feeling sorry for myself.
I deserve that comment - and - find it humorous

Haha... I never thought you were brittle china. I ignored him because he violated my rules of decency. Controlling what I allow into my mind, is how I stay sane. If you can take the typical trash people shovel out on the forum, by all means. As they say "you go girl".

 

[Bonzi]

I would never do plastic surgery.
I am too much of an enigma to really enjoy life.
It's fine, it has it's ups and downs, but really, it's mostly insignificant crap.
We convince ourselves in our minds things really matter, but, in reality they don't
People die. Life goes one. Eventually, none of this will matter and no one will ever know we were here.

 

[JoeMoma]

I don't have a lot of lust for life. I feel bad that I am healthy and well, while other people die that actually love other people and contribute to the world. I often wish I would have a terminal diagnosis because I don't contribute anything meaningful to life, nor, do I really want to, not enough to make any effort. It doesn't seem right that I get to live when other people are fighting to live.

I think about it often, if not, then just disappearing but that requires a lot of work so...

You can contribute by bringing me a beer wearing your birthday suit.

Congrats. You made it to my ignore list, in only 3 posts. That's a record. You should be proud. I'll never know if you are now, because the ignore feature is absolute. But, there you go. Congrats.

It's okay, at least he's honest in his callousness. I actually appreciate that.
It's hard to hurt my feelings. I don't cry easily, and when I do, it's normally because I'm feeling sorry for myself.
I deserve that comment - and - find it humorous

I was kind of trying to cheer you up. This thinking about death thing seemed to be getting you down in the dumps.

 

[Gracie]

Some people are gifted with blessings they forget they have, and others are never given the same joy.

That is very wise! Love it.