Your goddess is the same as all the others but Jehova God, from satan. It is funny how people who hate the one true God love to make up their own false ones.
You're playing right into my game here.
Actually the Goddess is far, far older than JHVH, and the ancient Jews certainly understood Her appeal. From time to time, gray-faced, killjoy, authoritarian prophets of JHVH would fume and fret over the Children of Israel "whoring" after "foreign Gods," but in reality it was more often foreign
Goddesses, like Astarte or Ishtar or, later on, Diana or the Magna Mater.
All forms of God, all images or ideas of God, are human creations and the only truth in them is metaphor, because God is far too big to be encompassed by any mere human mind. So when you speak of something like "the one true God," you are elevating your own idea -- the creation of your own mind, or the mind of another -- to a position that should only be occupied by God/dess Him/Her/Itself. This is a form of idolatry.
It is also putting the heart, soul, and mind of man into prison. The Goddess is a liberator, though, and She cannot be denied, whine about it though you will. Even you feel the pull of Her love, even though you reject Her, preferring your abusive and co-dependent relationship with a divine image that denies freedom and condemns passion. Even so, there is a part of even you that longs to be free, to love and lust, and to live. Which side will win in the end? In your particular case, I can't pretend to know. But in the larger world, it's a foregone conclusion.