Maybe in the past. I've settled down slightly in my old age. Years ago, I used to order extra cayenne hot sauce on the side, something the restaurant whipped up themselves using oil, and what I didn't spoon over my lunch, I scooped up straight and drank like a broth.
But I think what did it was one day, another engineer was bragging about this "Dave's Insanity Sauce" that he had at home that no matter how much you diluted a few drops of it in a pot of chili, it just didn't get any less hot--- a guy at work had bet me to a hot pepper eating contest.
Well, the first guy finally brought his Insanity Sauce into work and I dumped a thick glop of it out onto my finger. Then the other four. I finally licked the stuff up straight off all five fingers without even batting an eye. The guy was a little stunned.
The other guy backed out of his wager.
But the reason why I dump so much cayenne on Mac & Cheese is because cheese absorbs a lot of heat--- coats it, covers it, so, it can take a lot of hot pepper for the heat to really come through while you eat it.