Understandable. Hopefully get back to normal. Got to be some weird crap, defending the capital, as is you job and get the crap beat out of you with a trump flag or American flag wielded by attacking insurrectionist. I couldn't do job. I don't have the self discipline. They could have got me, but there would have been an empty magazine in my weapon and a lot of insurrectionists bleeding like hell or dead by the time they did.
Making martyrs of insurrectionist is admittedly a very bad idea (no matter how much the insurrectionist movement itself would have loved it), but I've have always been the type, if attacked to totally disregard damage to attacker if my own ass was on the line, but always been lucky, personally.