I get it. You really believed you own dopey propaganda, and now you're shellshocked by reality.
You were told by all the MSM pundits -- the deities that you worship -- that nobody really cared about abortion, that those hysterical pro-aborts would cause a backlash against Democrats.
And the exact opposite happened. You can't process it. In your mind, your MSM deities are infallible, after all.
Also, your deities failed to tell you that _Republicans_ introduced that ballot measure. That's why it was scheduled on the primary day. That's why it was designed with deliberately misleading language.