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You aren't reaching out for help. You are excusing yourself from making goals.
There are no easy answers or remedies..It's all up to you, not the counselor, cause they will all tell you the same thing, their counseling outlines come from the same place...So see a different one. There is no way a psyche would tell you that those three things are not the same. This is why people know you are just a troll.
So what am I supposed to do, cycle through countless psychiatrists before I find one that tells me what's actually wrong with me? I'm relying on a extremely dysfunctional state mental health system right now, so I can't get a clear answer out of anyone.
Yes.So see a different one. There is no way a psyche would tell you that those three things are not the same. This is why people know you are just a troll.
So what am I supposed to do, cycle through countless psychiatrists before I find one that tells me what's actually wrong with me? I'm relying on a extremely dysfunctional state mental health system right now, so I can't get a clear answer out of anyone.
No, it does not.You aren't reaching out for help. You are excusing yourself from making goals.
Really? The situation I'm in literally stops me from having any meaningful aspirations. Seeking employment while applying for SSI will surely get my case dismissed. If I ever get approved, I may be more able to get my life going again.
Income is one key factor holding me down right now.
I dunno. tK would make a dog say, yum, pork chops.
Then an anonymous message board on the internet is not the answer, hun.
I know it isn't.
As you've posted this thread, it appears to me that you spend far too much time playing games and messing around on the computer instead of developing a real world life.
You see, I was diagnosed as being bipolar not long ago, and as a result that shot any hopes of me finding a good job (and developing a "real world life") out the window. Now the only thing I have now is that I'm currently deep in the application process of SSI right now, and applying for government assistance was the last thing I wanted to do.
I hope you are on medication then. Just curious, what do you typically drink and eat during a day?
I hope you are on medication then. Just curious, what do you typically drink and eat during a day?
I'm on two types of medications actually. And I'm currently on a low cholesterol diet. I drink tea, water, Kool-Aid with sugar substitute and low calorie soft drinks, I eat brown rice, baked chickens (homemade, not the kind you get from a grocery store), spaghetti with ground turkey (instead of ground beed) and real tomato sauce, couscous, brown rice, wheat breads, salads (with with mozzarella cheese and a dash of bacon bits), assorted nuts (cashews, peanuts), and seeds (sunflower kernels, unsalted).
That's all I can recall off hand...
Go take a shower, rummage thru the kitchen, and make granny a meal.
Tomorrow, take another shower and go help someone that could use a lending hand.
This isn't rocket science. Whining about poor pitiful you (who is being coddled) instead of helping others only hurts you.
I also have two recommendations for books (or audio if you prefer):
Buddha's Brain
Buddha's Brain: The Practical Neuroscience of Happiness, Love, and Wisdom: Rick Hanson, Richard Mendius: 9781572246959: Amazon.com: Books
Change Your Brain Change Your Life
Change Your Brain, Change Your Life (Revised and Expanded): The Breakthrough Program for Conquering Anxiety, Depression, Obsessiveness, Lack of Focus, Anger, and Memory Problems: Daniel G. Amen M.D.: 9781101904640: Amazon.com: Books
Did she enjoy it?I feel like I've just returned from a dark place, spiritually, physically, mentally; like I've crawled out from an abyss. It's hard to explain really. I think it was about a month or so ago when I noticed how my anger had been getting the best of me, where I had been lashing out at my friends (especially theDoctorisIn) and foes alike in this forum, and my grandmother here.
I had begun questioning my faith, fighting with my moral standards. I was giving in to hatred. My self restraint had been slipping away. I began worrying about what people thought of me. I started acting like an extremist again. The objectivity I strove to maintain was slowly getting away from me. It was getting pretty dark for me at that point.
But I have returned from that dark place, seeking the light which guided my path. And while I'm sure there are those who don't really care one way or another, or those who would accost me for making "another apology thread", but I feel compelled to ask for forgiveness if I've hurt anyone with things I've said or implied over the past couple of months. Yeah, I know, this is just a forum. But I know for a fact that you are all living, breathing people out there on the other end of this internet connection, so sometimes words do matter.
I guessed it was only after Muhammad Ali passed away the night before last that I really, truly came back. I want to have the same indomitable spirit as Ali had, and will adopt him as a role model to help me fight my inner demons. I really don't have many role models to be certain, but he will a big one. I take my leave of you now.
Fare thee well.
Did she enjoy it?I feel like I've just returned from a dark place, spiritually, physically, mentally; like I've crawled out from an abyss. It's hard to explain really. I think it was about a month or so ago when I noticed how my anger had been getting the best of me, where I had been lashing out at my friends (especially theDoctorisIn) and foes alike in this forum, and my grandmother here.
I had begun questioning my faith, fighting with my moral standards. I was giving in to hatred. My self restraint had been slipping away. I began worrying about what people thought of me. I started acting like an extremist again. The objectivity I strove to maintain was slowly getting away from me. It was getting pretty dark for me at that point.
But I have returned from that dark place, seeking the light which guided my path. And while I'm sure there are those who don't really care one way or another, or those who would accost me for making "another apology thread", but I feel compelled to ask for forgiveness if I've hurt anyone with things I've said or implied over the past couple of months. Yeah, I know, this is just a forum. But I know for a fact that you are all living, breathing people out there on the other end of this internet connection, so sometimes words do matter.
I guessed it was only after Muhammad Ali passed away the night before last that I really, truly came back. I want to have the same indomitable spirit as Ali had, and will adopt him as a role model to help me fight my inner demons. I really don't have many role models to be certain, but he will a big one. I take my leave of you now.
Fare thee well.
Pasta...bad.I hope you are on medication then. Just curious, what do you typically drink and eat during a day?
I'm on two types of medications actually. And I'm currently on a low cholesterol diet. I drink tea, water, Kool-Aid with sugar substitute and low calorie soft drinks, I eat brown rice, baked chickens (homemade, not the kind you get from a grocery store), spaghetti with ground turkey (instead of ground beed) and real tomato sauce, couscous, brown rice, wheat breads, salads (with with mozzarella cheese and a dash of bacon bits), assorted nuts (cashews, peanuts), and seeds (sunflower kernels, unsalted).
That's all I can recall off hand...
I feel like I've just returned from a dark place, spiritually, physically, mentally; like I've crawled out from an abyss. It's hard to explain really. I think it was about a month or so ago when I noticed how my anger had been getting the best of me, where I had been lashing out at my friends (especially theDoctorisIn) and foes alike in this forum, and my grandmother here.
I had begun questioning my faith, fighting with my moral standards. I was giving in to hatred. My self restraint had been slipping away. I began worrying about what people thought of me. I started acting like an extremist again. The objectivity I strove to maintain was slowly getting away from me. It was getting pretty dark for me at that point.
But I have returned from that dark place, seeking the light which guided my path. And while I'm sure there are those who don't really care one way or another, or those who would accost me for making "another apology thread", but I feel compelled to ask for forgiveness if I've hurt anyone with things I've said or implied over the past couple of months. Yeah, I know, this is just a forum. But I know for a fact that you are all living, breathing people out there on the other end of this internet connection, so sometimes words do matter.
I guessed it was only after Muhammad Ali passed away the night before last that I really, truly came back. I want to have the same indomitable spirit as Ali had, and will adopt him as a role model to help me fight my inner demons. I really don't have many role models to be certain, but he will a big one. I take my leave of you now.
Fare thee well.
Wish I knew someone, like a neighbor for example, that would come ring the doorbell and ask if I needed any help in the yard....or offered their phone number in case I have to move a heavy object.I've lent a hand to homeless people in need
But HOW MUCH of it are you eating? Huge plates full?
