I do not wanna know what sentiment can lead to someone wishing to cut out an infants throat.
I don't see myself doing it no matter how pissed I might become. Once you do that, there is not much humanity left in you.
I can't imagine myself wanting to do that.
I also can't imagine myself ever living with such an act on my conscience.
I can't imagine hating enough for that.
But also, I have never:
been truly desperate
afraid for my life
in a situation where I knew there could be no justice for me
faced with corruption that would insure no justice
without a country
despised for who I am
afraid of losing my home for no reason I could fight
afraid of my family being killed
never knowing if I might be arrested for who I am
never been locked up without access to any source of help
never faced desperation
never faced a choice of doing something unspeakable or having my family suffer
There are a lot of situations I've never faced. If faced with life or death - or, more important, the life or death of my child or family - what would I choose to do? I know what I hope, but I've never faced it.
In the case of the Fogels, did they catch who was responsible? I can't imagine someone doing being any different from some of the cold blooded Nazi's who coldly and systematically selected Jews for human experimentation. I feel that same way about those who ordered white phospherous into Gaza as well. It's inhuman. And cold blooded.
And above all, they had to know it would hurt and maim innocents. But they couldn't have considered them humans. They had to be seen as less than human. Or how could a person do it?
For the Fogels, the killers have been caught, and they still feel proud of what they did.
Imagine a scenario. Yishai Fogel, he should be about 3 or 4 years old now, I believe. he lives with his uncles inside the green line, now.
When he asks Tamar, or Roi, or any others, "Where are mama and papa" (something that many Palestinian kids ask, as well, let us not forget or ignore that fact, for the sake of honesty and fairness) and Tamar will one day have to tell him, in that case, would it be "understood" if he will want revenge? against the people who took his parents away? would he go shooting some palestinian baby girl in her crub, just like was done to his sister?
Of course not, that would be insane and wrong and in so many ways disturbing. Tamar herself has been expelled from her home, and had her parents and her brothers killed, and she must have been so
afraid when arriving the scene, so what? by that sense, any action of revenge by her, or remainging siblings, should be understood, right?
NO.
That's the main idea. I cannot put myself in her position, or in position of a Palestinian in the same situation. but go on open killing like that? I don't think I ever could, I would have killed myself beforehand.