You're being emotionally and psychologically manipulated. Just because you feel a certain way or even witness paranormal phenomena, that doesn't prove your religious dogma. Even within Christianity, there are very serious disputes about who is truly a Christian. Over a billion Christians are Roman Catholic and they experience their version of the Holy Spirit and likewise have their own miracles or paranormal phenomena. A Protestant Christian will respond to a Roman Catholic Christian's "Holy Spirit" or "miracles" with incredulity, dismissing it as demonic or evil.
Pentecostals have their own paranormal phenomena, that are rejected by even other Protestants, who are "cessationists", taking the position that the gifts of the holy spirit aren't active today. They believe the bible renders the gifts of the holy spirit completely irrelevant. Signs and wonders, miracles, and supernatural manifestations don't confirm religious dogma. The warm and fuzzy feelings that you feel in church, when you're surrounded by the congregation, worshiping your version of God together in brotherly love, don't confirm or prove your religious beliefs.
Mind you, to be saved, isn't just converting to Christianity, you have to convert to THE RIGHT BRAND OF CHRISTIANITY. It's not just any type of Christianity, you have to choose the right version of Christianity, lest you waste your time and still find yourself abandoned in hell by your version of "God". I've had Evangelicals tell me that Pentecostals are possessed by demons when they start speaking in tongues. There are now about 300 million Pentecostals around the world. Pentecostalism is one of the fastest-growing "segments" of Christendom. Who is right? Which brand of Christianity should a Hindu, Muslim, or Buddhist convert to?